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| i can't find anything more eloquent to say than that 2009 was for the hopeful and 2010 shall be for the practical, hard-hearted, materialistic power suit type. be still my inner flower child cos the bad ass head cheerleader is gonna whip you into shape. | |||||
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January 1st, 2010
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| be yourself, be better than yourself. dont live in doubt; dont follow the pack. start a revolution; standby your choices. live the path you've laid; be thankful for wayward lessons learnt. dont make do with circumstances; make the best of the situation. be as fiery as a storm, but as graceful as a willow. give yourself more credit, and you will surpass who you imagined yourself to be. | |||||
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November 30th, 2009
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| you know, i use to dread about going to work. i dread about not having my own time to do my own things and the idea that your own time is not yours, but sold to someone... and thats the reason why i am looking forward to work. no it is not so much that its a newer and hopefully better place for me ( ok so maybe it is) but the fact that i realised that there is a place and reason for everything and work is one of them. not in the commercialized-and-how -it-drives-the-individual-to-a-better-ec i have been not working for the past 3 weeks and i did think that it would be the best time of my life. after all, there was so much that i wanted to do and so much that i wanted to see but after nearly coming out of this vacation of sorts, i believe that what i reliased at the end of this stint, is probably the most productive thing that has came out of it. work: the bane of our existence and yet, it is the very anchor that grounds us. without work, there will be no struggles, no battle, no sense of camaraderie, sense of achievement, dread, happiness, satisfactions, dissatisfactions, the realization of the importance of time or the lack of it. work in a sense, give us something to think about; a driving force of what we truly would like to do, a contrast to show us that we could do things better, run things better; be better people, be more grateful for little things like time and time with friends. you can say that human are flawed that way, or even programmed that way. we are greedy in nature and we have our egos and pride: without comparing or losing something or the urge to be better or more successful, we become people with no driving force and no aim. without boundaries, we have nothing to push against, to fight against. my point of this entry? well i will say that i am no longer going to reject work and to hate it with a passion; because without work, there is nothing left for me to hate and thus, to love and treasure. yes i do hate work and i am not expecting myself to love it. not everyone has the pleasure of loving what they do. but today, i truly understand and accept that i hate work and so does the millions of people out there. so, sorry to burst the bubble but there is no such thing as the perfect job. it is how you make out of it. | |||||
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August 11th, 2009
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| candy has a new addiction. ( which one month down the road, i cant remember what it was. *note to self: i have got to stop writing entries that i dont even know what i am talking about; much less other people. seriously.) | |||||
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July 1st, 2009
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 ....spreading the hong kong lovvveee. good evening! | |||||
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June 12th, 2009
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| i seriously swear, that what most office workers worry about, is money and mondays. happy weekends. | |||||
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May 3rd, 2009
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| thank you thank you for all those who had me in mind, in one way or another, (seriously man, its the thoughts that count!). those who wished me via sms, phone, msn or facebook... (yes you! jenn, lershan, aaron, mari, angeline, tasha, sylvia, yuriko, alan, royston, jing hua, jocelyn, char, kailin, pamela, melody, sherilyn, ingrid, rey, terrence, jane, jas, rida, fee fee, christine, cem.) and those who celebrated with me. i am truly blessed. thank you to my dad, mom and sisters, for being there always and regardless, van, rong, teck for the home cooked meal, and years of friendship, laughter, peace and joy. karen, sera, ian, kenneth (and char), matt, russ, kevin and ling jun for the pleasant surprise and wonderful night. i will never forget the 4 car entourage, the beach, mel's place and the marina barrage... and thank you for opening the group to another person. haha! ;) this is to the years to come. to a, thank you for everything. seriously. thank you all for being part of my life. my life has been richer and more meaningful because of you. for all those that i've yet to meet, thank you for your insistence and efforts. i sure do feel loved. oh, did i mention i have the most awesome friends? | |||||
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April 5th, 2009
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| things to do: 1. be in a state of enchantment to think that i am not a by-product of an assembly line. 2. be delusional to believe that THIS is not just it. 3. smack myself at the back of my head and make those illusions into reality. yes it can be done. i am hopeful. | |||||
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April 2nd, 2009
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| today, i fell off my chair and it wasn't even cos i saw some gorgeous being. i was in fact, flashed by an excel sheet. at work. in the office. smooth candy, very smooth. but thanks to someone, i can actually talk about such embarrassing situation. ha ha! thank you k.! i really do owe you :) | |||||
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March 9th, 2009
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| ok go! | |||||
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February 8th, 2009
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| dear friends, how are you doing? | |||||
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February 4th, 2009
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| seriously underpaid. | |||||
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January 26th, 2009
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 i just had the best new year memory with my mom, dad and younger sis; having the most fantastic mini steamboat...sans chicken. :) happy chinese new year people! | |||||
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January 24th, 2009
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| i am negative broke; does this mean i'm cursed for the new year? | |||||
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January 10th, 2009
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| quiet now, head. | |||||
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January 3rd, 2009
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| this is the 2009 me. 1. do more art stuff 2. pay off debts/ earn more money ( that is after i fulfilled 4) 3. collect pleasant looking stuff that make me happy (after fulfilling 2 which has to have 4 happening first) 4. get a job that i love. 5. live life the way i want to live it, and be proud ( regardless of 1,2,3 or 4). because this is my life. | |||||
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January 2nd, 2009
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| my resolutions includes a list of things to do in 2009 which is not much different from 2008, which i have not even drawn up yet. oh my. | |||||
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December 30th, 2008
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 tw <3 . | |||||
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December 7th, 2008
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| humans are given 2 feet for a reason. so we all can stand on our own. | |||||
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November 26th, 2008
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| happiness is worth fighting for. why is it that we still have to fight just to be happy? is being happy, without the drama, the mood swings, make it less of a happiness? feels like an endless war zone out here. ... and they (dare) say that war is over, | |||||
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