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| i seriously swear, that what most office workers worry about, is money and mondays.
happy weekends.
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| thank you thank you for all those who had me in mind, in one way or another, (seriously man, its the thoughts that count!). those who wished me via sms, phone, msn or facebook... (yes you! jenn, lershan, aaron, mari, angeline, tasha, sylvia, yuriko, alan, royston, jing hua, jocelyn, char, kailin, pamela, melody, sherilyn, ingrid, rey, terrence, jane, jas, rida, fee fee, christine, cem.) and those who celebrated with me. i am truly blessed.
thank you to my dad, mom and sisters, for being there always and regardless, van, rong, teck for the home cooked meal, and years of friendship, laughter, peace and joy. karen, sera, ian, kenneth (and char), matt, russ, kevin and ling jun for the pleasant surprise and wonderful night. i will never forget the 4 car entourage, the beach, mel's place and the marina barrage... and thank you for opening the group to another person. haha! ;) this is to the years to come. to a, thank you for everything. seriously.
thank you all for being part of my life. my life has been richer and more meaningful because of you.
for all those that i've yet to meet, thank you for your insistence and efforts. i sure do feel loved.
oh, did i mention i have the most awesome friends? | comments: Leave a comment  |
| my wisdom is seriously hurting.
tooth i mean.... ;P
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| things to do:
1. be in a state of enchantment to think that i am not a by-product of an assembly line.
2. be delusional to believe that THIS is not just it.
3. smack myself at the back of my head and make those illusions into reality.
yes it can be done. i am hopeful.
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| today, i fell off my chair and it wasn't even cos i saw some gorgeous being. i was in fact, flashed by an excel sheet. at work. in the office. smooth candy, very smooth.
but thanks to someone, i can actually talk about such embarrassing situation. ha ha! thank you k.! i really do owe you :) | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| i'm back, i'm back, i'm back!
its been a glorious 13/14 days; so dont mind me if i come running and raving about it for the millionth time. but then again, i might do a flip and not even wanna talk about it;
its only been 19 hours and i think about going back again. constantly. maybe to melbourne the next time.
if you know me long enough, you should have heard this long enough. i'm all about improvements. i think of myself not unlike a game where players keep doing tasks and collecting powers to level up.
there are some who like to see their money saved in a bank, others who rather have it spent on food or clothes; clubs and pubs. but for me, i'll rather have it spend on getaways; its the closest i can reach, saved from migrating somewhere else.
i'm starting to like what i see. but i'm still figuring out the rest of the trip.
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i just had the best new year memory with my mom, dad and younger sis; having the most fantastic mini steamboat...sans chicken. :) happy chinese new year people!
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| i am negative broke; does this mean i'm cursed for the new year? | comments: Leave a comment  |
| this is the 2009 me. 1. do more art stuff 2. pay off debts/ earn more money ( that is after i fulfilled 4) 3. collect pleasant looking stuff that make me happy (after fulfilling 2 which has to have 4 happening first) 4. get a job that i love. 5. live life the way i want to live it, and be proud ( regardless of 1,2,3 or 4). because this is my life.
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| Subject: | 2009 | | Time: | 12:31 am |
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| my resolutions includes a list of things to do in 2009 which is not much different from 2008, which i have not even drawn up yet. oh my. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| humans are given 2 feet for a reason.
so we all can stand on our own. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| happiness is worth fighting for.
why is it that we still have to fight just to be happy?
is being happy, without the drama, the mood swings, make it less of a happiness?
feels like an endless war zone out here. ... and they (dare) say that war is over, | comments: Leave a comment  |
| i remembered back in secondary school, i told my best friend that i cant wait to get out. now look what happened. 6 years down the road; 2190 days; 131400 hours later, here i am. not only out of school, but venturing into another sort of life. i use to think adulthood was all about having the means and ability to do your own things at your own pace and perhaps most importantly, as you like it. but boy am i wrong. here i am, not knowing what i should do, where should i go and how not to let my parents and myself worry about the state of me in the future. honestly said, i have been toying with certain version of myself in the future. from working in a small design company, accounts executive, copywriter, writer, DJ/VJ, working for a museum, working for the national arts council, being a teacher, being an arts teacher, a trainer, managing a team and even flying just for the seer absurdity of it. random it may seem but it stems from the same idea. i just want to be happy and fulfilled. so right now at this point, another decision has to be made. but unlike the past, this thing i have to choose has to be better than better, more perfect than perfect. because no one is ever going to look at you and think that certain decisions are made due to youth and folly; because when you cross that line, that critical line, people think you foolish and direction-less. when you cross that line, it seems that not only you are making your decision for your life. you are making your decision for everyone's life but maybe except yours. i could be seriously happy living hand to mouth, fulfilling my bucket list you could say, but that is apparently not even part of the equation. hello, at this point, i could seriously do with a clue, thank you very much.
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